Letter For My Son

My sweetest boy,

I wish I could have started writing letters to you when you were born.  There are so many things I wish I could have done or done better.  I definitely haven't been a perfect mom and I mess up a lot but no matter what I have always loved you and always will.  You are the one who made me a mother and that is a blessing I will not take for granted.

Now that you are 10 I wanted to write you a letter.  I want you to know just how much I love you and how proud I am of the young man that you are.  Nothing in this world has ever brought me more joy.

I admire your sensitivity and how hard you try at everything you do.  I don't ever expect you to be perfect but I always want you to try the best that you can.  I enjoy watching you play baseball and I love getting to see all the awards you collect at scouts.  Now I get to hear you play trumpet and am amazed at how quickly you've been able to pick that up.  As you get older you may not stick with those things and you may try new things and that's okay.  I want to make sure I do all I can to help make your dreams come true and find your purpose in life.  I took a job in the cafeteria so I can help afford to do these things for you and I am happy to do that.

You are so smart, especially with math.  It blows me away to hear how quickly you can solve a math problem.  You do better than me.  I'm so glad when it comes to math you have your dad's brains.  Your teachers always brag about how smart you are and how well behaved you are in school.

I know there are times when I yell and lose my temper but I'm trying the best I can.  My job as your parent is to make sure you learn right from wrong.  But no matter what you do, I will never stop loving you and I will never stop being proud of you.  I will always, always, always, be here for you.

Before you were born I prayed so much that God could bless me with a child.  You were wanted.  Don't ever feel that you weren't.  The day I found out I was having you was the greatest.  I thank God every day for you.  I can't believe how fast these 10 years have flown by.  I wish I could go back to the beginning when I held you in my arms but at the same time I enjoy watching as you grow and can't wait to see the man you will become.

I also appreciate how you are as a big brother.  I'm sure it's not always easy having a little sister following you around but I love how close the two of you are.  I hope that you both always remain close and realize that no matter what happens in life you both have each other. I love the bond you both share.

You are truly an amazing kid and I love you so much.  You were the one who taught me that love at first sight does exist.

                                                                           Love always and forever,

                                                                              Mommy (I love that you still call me that)

10

I wanted to do a special post for my boy who recently turned 10.  Yes, we have now entered the double digits.  Just the thought of him being 10 has had me very emotional.  He will no longer be a single digit number.  He will be a teenager in just 3 years and able to drive in 6.  It's hard to imagine.  I keep thinking of that sweet little baby and want that back but at the same time I enjoy watching as he grows up.  He is quite the young man already. 

This handsome boy is very outgoing at home but shy at school.  I wish he was more outgoing in school but I understand the shyness and don't want to push him to be anything outside his comfort zone.  He does well in school, in fact, he's smarter than I am, especially with math.  Oh, I hate math.  He can solve math problems in his head so quickly.  I'm jealous.  His teachers always have so many wonderful things to say about him.  He is shorter than the average 10 year old but that was expected when having a mother who is 5'3" and a dad who is 5'6".  I tell my kids that their height doesn't matter and they should find the positives in being short.  It doesn't help when others make comments about it.  Seriously, it's rude to call someone fat so it should also be rude to call someone short.  Just don't do it.  He recently told me the kids at school ask him why he's so short and he started crying as he was telling me.  I have no problem with being my height.  He shouldn't either. 

He is so sensitive and caring.  He always tries his best and when he can't get something done correctly he gets upset with himself.  He also has great manners and I never have to remind him to say please and thank you.  He cares for others.  He's been a great son and big brother.  I am so incredibly proud of him. 

He's also very active.  Even on cold days he wants to be outside playing.  He loves football and baseball.  He plays baseball in the fall and spring and gets better and better each season. 

He's also in his fourth year of cub scouts.  Because of the scouts he has been able to do lots of activities such as the wreath laying at The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier at the Arlington National Cemetery. 

He also took on something new this year: the trumpet.  He wanted to try out for the trumpet this year in music class and made it.  He does well.  Last year he played the recorder and is able to take what he's learned on the recorder and play on the piano.  It's amazing.  He does need to practice more with the trumpet and I'm not sure if this is something he will stick out in the future but I'm proud of him for giving it a try. 

It's been so easy raising this boy.  I'm so blessed that God gave him to me.  When it comes to cleaning or doing what's told he doesn't argue or make an issue of it.  He's a great kid and I know he will someday be an amazing man.  I can't wait to see what he will do with his adult life but I also wish I could hang onto these years a little longer. 

I love you, kiddo!  Happy 10th!!!!! 

Thanksgiving And A 10th Birthday

This is my last day of my 6 day vacation.  It's been wonderful.  Some moments have been relaxing while other moments have been busy.  This time off has been needed.  I'm lucky to have a job that's only 3 hours a day but it's nice to have time off.  The vacation started last Wednesday.  The kids were invited to play with their friends Elee and Max, which allowed me to get some things done around the house and relax.  I told Elee and Max they could come over today so they will be over at 2:00. 

Thursday was Thanksgiving.  I usually do the cooking and have my parents and my husband's family over.  I don't mind cooking but this year I decided to take a break and we had dinner with my parents at a place called The Eden Resort.  This is where my husband and I had our wedding reception.  It's such a beautiful place and they had a huge buffet set up with lots of food and live piano music.  It was nice.  I wish I would have taken more pictures. 

The bad part of not cooking Thanksgiving at home is not having any leftovers.  We usually have enough to live on for days.  The good thing is not having all the mess to clean up.  It was nice to have a day out to enjoy and not have to stress over the cooking. 

Friday was my son's 10th birthday.  Oh my goodness.  These 10 years went by so fast.  If I can give advice to new moms it's that "time flies" isn't just a cliche it's the truth.  The waking up throughout the night for feedings, the constant changing of diapers, the feeling of being stuck at home and lacking adult interaction, the crying, etc., it all does end and you will miss it.  So embrace every moment. 

My son wanted to go to a place called Go'n Bananas.  We had never been there before but heard it was fun.  There was a lot to do and the kids loved it. 

We stopped at my parents' house because they had bought a cake.  We spent some time there and then went to a hibachi restaurant.  My son went to this restaurant with a friend a few years ago and loved it.  I had never been to a hibachi restaurant before and it was a lot of fun.  The kids loved it.  I think my daughter got a kick out of the chop sticks.  

We sat at a table with a large group who were there together.  They were very nice.  The one man asked who had the birthday.  My son told him it was him and they were talking about the day.  My husband and I looked at each other and whispered "how did he know?"  That was weird.  Then when we went to leave they insisted on paying for our meal.  As we left we saw them all get into a van with a Missouri license plate.  Whoever they were THANK YOU.  We are now fans of people from Missouri.  I'm a believer in pay it forward so I hope to be able to do the same for someone soon.  

On Saturday we took my husband to his physical therapy appointment.  He had shoulder surgery a few weeks ago.  Then we came home to decorate for Christmas.  I haven't finished so when I do I'll be sure to add the pictures here.  I cannot believe it's almost Christmas.  Where did this year go?  I'm trying to get into the spirit of Christmas but it's not quite there yet.  

On Sunday I dropped the kids off at my parents' for a sleepover.  I had a relaxing evening at home with my husband.  This morning I drove him to work and will be picking him up at lunch time.  The kids should be home about that time too and then their friends are coming over.  

And just like that vacation is about over.  The kids go back to school tomorrow and I go back to work in the cafeteria.  I will have plenty of activities and events coming up to write about.  Stay tuned. 

Fall 2017

The fall weather is finally here!  I love the warm weather and I do not like the cold but my only reason for seeing cooler temps is because it will kill the bees.  We've been dealing with a lot of yellow jackets all over the place and I have been stung twice.  They are really bad this year. 

My son finished the fall ball season.  He is getting better and better.  This year he played catcher a lot and was really good at it.  The team made it to the championships but lost the first game.  It's okay, at least they made it as far as they did.  I'm so proud of him.  He loves baseball.  When he's not playing with the team he's in the back yard playing on his own.  He doesn't stop.  I love seeing how much he's putting his heart into something. 

Because fall ball took up our weekends we haven't had much time for anything else.  After he lost the first game on Saturday morning we ventured off to a place called Maze Quest.  The kids had a lot of fun but the big corn maze was something that became tiring after awhile.  We didn't get through it all. 

Looking forward to doing more things each weekend.  Tomorrow is Halloween.  I can't believe how fast this year is going.  It won't be long until it's Christmas. 

Catch Up

I have been so busy and haven't had a chance to sit and write anything for awhile.  To be honest, I feel guilty if I take the time to blog when there is a million things around the house to get done but here I am.  I needed to just stop and take this break.  It's nice sometimes.  I just put the kids on the bus and am sitting in front of the television while sipping on my first cup of coffee.  This is what I usually do in the morning before getting any housework done.  I love the peace and quiet.  Yes, that's Tweety in the background that matches my Tweety cup.  The kids were watching Looney Tunes before the bus came and I left it on.  Tweety is my favorite wittle character.  I have a huge Tweety collection, most of what has been given to me over the years by my husband. 

Fall is a busy time for us including school and a lot of the after school activities.  My son started playing trumpet and he loves it so far.  Every evening, except Thursday, is busy for us.  I don't mind being busy but I do make sure we have as much down time as possible.  With school, baseball, dance, and scouts I feel it's important that my kids get play time too.  Every day after school they come in, grab a snack and then go out the door to play with neighborhood friends until it's time for dinner and some evenings dinner has to be done early.  This is the last month of fall baseball and then he will have a break until spring. 

Working in the cafeteria is going okay.  I like that it gives me something to do during the day and I can make a little extra money to help with whatever is needed.  I have only been there for one month and am still learning but I'm getting the hang of it.  I really enjoy being around the children and the three hours are going fast.  Time is moving fast.  I can't believe it's October already.

Speaking of October, this weekend is my birthday.  I don't get as excited about birthdays as I used to.  I guess it comes with aging.  Maybe I'll write a birthday post next week.  I really do need to figure out more things to write about. 

Now it's time to get a few things done at home before heading to work.  It's Friday and there's a three day weekend!!!! 

Lunch Lady

After almost 10 years I am back into the working world.  It's not much.  I spend three hours a day in the elementary school cafeteria.  I get to see my kids and interact with all the other kids and it's a lot of fun.  I don't cook or serve the food but I will run register, take out the trash, clean tables and floors, etc.  The three hours go fast.  I wanted something that would work with my kids' school schedule and this is perfect and the extra money is needed. 

I started in the high school cafeteria but asked to make the switch to elementary because I enjoy the younger kids and having a nine year old and six year old of my own this is the age I'm used to. 

I never, ever thought I'd be a lunch lady but here I am killing it! 

Back To School

Summer vacation flew by too quickly as it always does.  My kids got on the bus this morning for their first day of 1st and 4th grades.  The morning went very easy.  They were both awake and dressed early and wore their back packs a half hour earlier then they needed to.  Because of the solar eclipse taking place later today the school is letting them out early.  We have our special solar eclipse glasses and are ready for the big event. 

Another school year has begun and we are back to that normal routine.  I hope and pray the kids have a good year and continue to do well. 

I got a job working in the cafeteria at the high school three hours a day but can't start until all of my clearances come back.  I am excited to get back to work.  It's been 10 years since I've earned a paycheck and this will be a small one but it will help.  I'm also happy to find a job that will allow me to be home when the kids are home.  That was a big deal to me.